Encore Posted September 19, 2009 Report Share Posted September 19, 2009 Noi had her 22nd birthday last monday. i got her a card, a box of chocolates, and some flowers (and a grey bill inside the card). Then took her upstairs, but since top floor was full, we went to the room with the open-door cubicles. We had company down the room, so copulated silently, but in a very intimate way. She didn't come though, bugle out of action due to company. Then company left, bugle cranked up, she came and gushed. Happy birthday, Tilac. Been seeing her twice a week last few months. Don't want to do more, for fear of getting too close. Took her twice to a ST hotel nearby,for a longer session, last time took lots of pix, cute woman, nice bum. She's losing her inhibitions in modelling, though doesn't want me to do more intimate close-ups. fair enough. I know some day someone in a more 'free' situation will discover her and take off with he, she's just too cute to last. Yesterday, I ph'd her around 4.00, to see if she's free for an hour at 5.00 Phone off, or rather, on divert to answer service. WTF never had the answer service before, usually it is just off. So I phone boss, ask if Noi is busy, and if so, when she'll be free. Noi not work today, have free day. Bingo! They only get three days off each month at that place, I know because a former regular used to complain bitterly about that, and eventually left because of not enough free time. Noi went home for 3 days, ten days earlier. No more free days this month. So I joked to the boss: "Oh, good, Noi go LT with falang? Good for her. Pai tiao tinai?" Boss " I don't know, she have free day." She's never done a LT take out with customer before. Good for her! Yet, it niggles a bit. Am I jealous? No, not at all, I just don't like the idea of her spending a whole night or more snuggled up to some fat smelly old codger, and what's worse, getting f''d by the bugger! I do hope it is a nice rich young man, with good manners, no wife, who treats her well and rides off in the sunset with her. After all, we know I won't ever do that. I send her an sms. Usually, if she hasn't seen me for 3 or 4 days, she'll send me one. Now, 24 hrs later, still no reply. This is getting serious....... So, yesterday afternoon, instead of Noi, i ended up back on Soi 6. But i wrote about that elsewhere. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dddave Posted September 19, 2009 Report Share Posted September 19, 2009 There are organic compounds released somewhere in our systems that we cannot control and no amount of rationalization alleviates that nagging ache when you know that somebody else is getting the looks that used to be only for you. I had one for a year; a great girl who understood my situation. I always made it clear that if someone good came along who was willing to sign on the line, that she should go for it and that there would be no recriminations on my part. Well, that happened: she now lives like a queen in Norway with a guy who really cares for her and every time I see a news item about Norway or an Oslo weather report, I get a pang, the feeling of loss just never, completely disappears. We are, after all, not that many years removed from the caves. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dumsoda Posted September 19, 2009 Report Share Posted September 19, 2009 Ain't that the farkn truth....LOL I feel for ya Ikky...jing jing DD...we've discussed this several times over a 20 Bt Beer....in a brown paper bag....on the steps of Jet...sip et (thanks piggy...lol) I teminated the "Kitten's" contract a couple of weeks ago....but we have just started "talking" via sms .... again Ohhhh MY buddha.... One day....I'll grow up.....Maybe in my next life....555 Cheers DDDDD C Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Encore Posted September 19, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 19, 2009 Thank you Dave, I was for a little while thinking I must be losing my edge as a mongerer, letting such a little thing get under my skin. Maybe what's made it worse was that lately, I'v been getting a few sad phonecalls from my former GF, Nok, described in fine details in "Letters from Isaan", many years ago on this board. switching to 'sponsors now' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CTO Posted September 19, 2009 Report Share Posted September 19, 2009 I must be imune - I get no niggling - no desire to be niggled - Cold I guess Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Encore Posted September 21, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 21, 2009 Little massage gal spreading her wings? Well, she definitely is!. She didn't respond again yesterday to my sms for a booking. When I phoned her boss, the boss admitted she was away for a few days with a client. Good for her, i hope he's a nice young bloke with lots of money and unmarried. But i suppose he isn't. Then yesterday on another site, found a post by a young man from Europe, singing her praises. I ended up in a Pm converation with him, he's totally lovesick, wants to bring her to his country. I told him if he wants to do that, do it soon, before she slides off into harder whoredom. He also told me he was very upset, while with her for a few days, to find she also bangs the internet bloke from across the road... I suppose all of us mongerers who fall for a pretty face must face up to that reality, e.g. while I write here about my tilac, she's busy fucking some other man. If you can't cope with that, you shouldn't be here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CTO Posted September 21, 2009 Report Share Posted September 21, 2009 Some people like that "cuckold" is a popular porn theme. Sounds like a VERY interesting web site! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Encore Posted September 21, 2009 Author Report Share Posted September 21, 2009 >Some people like that "cuckold" is a popular porn theme.< Do you? I don't particularly like the idea, but can put up with it. No, not a very interesting site, just a bit like this one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CTO Posted September 21, 2009 Report Share Posted September 21, 2009 I like all varieties of porn - any one not happy with a situation like yours definitely wouldn't like cuckold porn as it's pretty much the same thing! However my point is less to do with what you and I like and more to do with some people enjoying these situations Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Faustian Posted September 22, 2009 Report Share Posted September 22, 2009 Ikky, feel for you. You knew it was going to happen. Move on, hunt anew, find something more. Best of luck to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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